Thursday, December 10, 2009

If I Were the God of Today

If it were up to me to make whatever I want of my day, it would be like this:

I'll wake up around 8 in the morning, lounge around my room; watch TV. I'll take a shower and leave the house. Probably I'll meet up with one of my most favorite person, L...and the love of my life, A. Drink coffee...the strongest kind. We will have intellectually stimulating conversations on nothing really specific...then go shoot with our cameras. Have lunch. Then go to the movies...after that, do nothing at all...read, write, draw, think...whichever suits your fancy. Then have dinner...then who knows...whatever.

But today is:

Woke up 5 in the morning, took a shower, drove my brother to school, drove mom to work, went to work...IN at 6:57 AM. Sat around checked my Facebook account; played Farmville for a while. Drank coffee, ate bread. Today's itinerary is:

1. Evaluation Matrix of Office Furniture
2. Documentations and Certifications
3. Requisition Purchases

After this, I'll have to go pick my brother up, go home and wait for Adam's call. Then read a bit and sleep.

If I were the God of today.... I could do what I wanted. But I'm only me, that's my limitation.
I have to BREATHE IN and BREATHE OUT. I can't keep on hating the world, as it hates me already.

Damn pessimism.

It sucks the fun out of everything.