Friday, October 21, 2011

Little Miss Sunshine

I come to love my daughter more each day, and the happiness I feel as a mother grows. With every new things she learns, I feel so proud. My baby girl loves to talk. We have a lot of talktime and I love that she smiles and coos in response to whatever I tell her. She can now laugh and giggle, this makes my heart melt. She only wakes up for one feeding at night...now we get to sleep more. I've never grown up so fast.

I do not get to do all the things I want to...I just find he time to squeeze them in. But it doesn't bother me at all. I've never loved anyone as much (save for my husband).

Monday, October 17, 2011

Time for Myself

I only get time for myself when my daughter is asleep. Even surfing the net and watching TV needs scheduling. It's okay, she gives me the greatest joy anyway. Just one smile brightens up my day. There are a lot of things I worry about since I am an overthinker, but my baby easily calms me down and makes me realize what a good person I am.

Anyway, after our early morning walk...I ate with my brother since it's his sembreak...I told him we (my husband, baby and I) will be moving to our new place on January. I know they'll miss Bean...so I told him we would be spending weekends with them. Moving to a new home...our own home is quite exciting. Adam is used to living by himself, so this is the first time I will get to manage a household. I'm up gor the challenge...I am already a mom anyway. I will just miss my parents and brothers so much because I wouldn't get to bother them anytime I want. I bother my parents all the time...it's just a habbit. I'll get to miss our dogs, my room, everything. But we don't live that far...so we get to spend weekends together still.

Yesterday, we already chose the paint and finishes for the cabinets. It's been a long time since I got to design anything...and now it's going to be our own place so I want it to be perfect.