Our Wedding March 26, 2011

Sharing the SDE from one of the most happiest day of my life :)

ADAM / JOANA [sde] from blacktieproject on Vimeo.

Everyday Look

I woke up this morning with a bad start, though I won't mention why because every time I remember it I want to cry. It's just frustrating how someone else's stupidity could affect you. Anyway, there are other things to look forward to today like... Adam's coming home from a work-related travel, the weather is gloomy...non-stop rain...but I'm loving it...and...I could download as much as I want since my brothers aren't here to hog the net speed. I have a lot of time to kill.

Last night I felt like a stupid kid, as most know I am currently without a job...and I find it hard to tell Adam I want to spend money on something since I have no means of replenishing it as of now. I was browsing through magazines out of boredom; hence, I made tons of mental bookmarks on things that I want to have (or need to have...I am currently confused with WANT and NEED haha). So I texted him about it and was nervous for his reply...even putting, "it's okay if you say no", because I was so shy to ask. Well, he said okay we could buy as long as I do not get shy about those things anymore. I tried to explain that I was used to just buying because I had a job prior to my pregnancy. Well, I just have to find work again after this. I am very thankful that Adam understands, as he was the one who persuaded me to quit my job for our baby (the first trimester wasn't really going great for us...so much complications that I needed to rest). Don't get me wrong, I rarely ask for things because material things don't really make me happy...there are just some that cheer me up these days as I am eagerly looking forward to D day.

So much time to kill alone that I formulated an EVERYDAY LOOK for myself which would make me look "motherly" as I am soon going to be a mom (hahahahaha). I opened up my new vanity case (which Adam bought for me hehe) and picked key makeup items that I need, like 2 shades of eyeshadow, mascara, eyeliner pencil, loose powder, blush, and 2 shades of lipsticks that I mixed together because I lack the budget to buy the shade I want. Prior to putting all these on my face, I washed it clean and applied tinted moisturizer. I was tempted to put on falsies...but I didn't...sayang e...hehe I'm not even going out. Here is what happened:

I don't know if it's noticeable, I only used the cam on my phone as Adam brought the lens I need with him in La Union. So this will be my mommy look hahahaha.

What do you think?

Also, I am getting addicted to this song since my brother always plays it...and it's always on MYX! I do not deny that I am a fan of anything Japanese or Korean :)